December 2009
Why?
Why must i watch what i say when i talk to you because you get offended by anything? Why do you get the rights to say anything and make me cry my eyes out at night because of those things? Why does this feel like this isn’t going to work out like we both want it too? Why do i feel like I’m putting more effort into this? Why must I be the blame for everything you mess up on? Why...
Tom second Tom
I now know how he feels.
Cigarettes, Alcohol, and Coffee
I could live off those three things.
You're not sorry
We both know you’re not. You shouldn’t have even said it because we both know in a month you’re going to turn into a horny monster again. You’ll ask me to get high with you and to do it. You’ll ask for a picture and say “We aren’t doing anything, Its not cheating” Oh my friend, it IS cheating. You’ll beg, pled, and cry to me about how you just...
You hit me like a ton of bricks everytime i think of you. You never knew how much i needed you here, To make me feel better. You left in the middle of this chaos of life. I still think you are at rehab, just trying to get better. I know its not true but i NEED for it to be. I need you here to tell me “Everything is alright” like you always did, even if they weren’t. Your voice...
Christmas
Not a fan of the Holiday. Its just like every each, and yet everyone makes a big deal out of it. Then again every holiday has its own craziness. I just don’t like the whole family putting up acts of pretending to be happy for everyone. I only like because i met someone two years ago on Christmas, who has changed my life a lot.
I think I’m going to be hanging with Kieffer and talking...
“I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence or insanity to anyone, but...”
– Hunter S. Thompson
spending five hours with someone you hardly know.
Awkward? Maybe.
Fun? Not usually.
Walking around a bit drunk for two hours, Playing video games, And just doing really nothing. Its kind of weird what smoking and drinking can do to a peron in a few hours. I enjoyed it a lot though.
So forgive me Mommy Dearest,for i have sinned. I don’t want your talk about this. Thank you Sister Dearest,...
I realize nights like last night, make me feel retarded for moving. I haven’t had that much fun with friends in a long time. I feel normal when im with them. I really shouldn’t have moved. I’m happy I did though, just because i got to see what life is like without being with people I know and to see if I can handle living somewhere without people I’ve known for years.
...
Horror movie remakes
Make me want to punch babies. End of story
Oh how much i hate
You
Phoenix
You
Heights
You
Holidays
You
Vagina
You
Cold
Oh did i mention YOU?
Fuck
I should be studying for my two hardest finals.. And yet here i am on Tumblr, Doing nothing, Wanting to smoke and drink. I fail at school. I want it to be over with
Great just great.
Only good news ive heard today. My grandma is coming here either tomorrow or Friday. Im really happy about that. Maybe she’ll kidnap me while here
OMEGLE
panicitstiffany:
You: I LOVE YOU
Stranger: DUDE I LOVE YOU TOO.
Stranger: fuck?!?!?
You: OMG YES!
Stranger: LETS
You: OH GOD SOUL MATES?
Stranger: YES.
You: :D
Stranger: ARE YOU F OR M
!You: BOTH!
I LOVE THAT SITE.
I DO THE SAME THING ON THERE! :D
And ask “is this the krusty krab?” c:
Lets hope i dont fuck up in the next two hours
I love your idea!
We have to get those tattoos
We have to get married on Christmas.
We have to just do every idea you have.
… I’m pretty sure you were kidding and just tired though.
I really hope you meant it
Did she really just ask me to go on farmville to harvest her shit?
Really aunt? Really?
Tumblr = Random things and random things i want to write out really quick.
Live journal = How i really feel, things i don’t want to share with the world, and rants about someone.
Tumblr > Live Journal
Alice In Wonderland
Has taken over my head.
Nerdy Talk
Being able to use scientific terms with him and him understanding my jokes, make my heart jump and the tummy to do flips.
“I’ve got a stomach full of Xanax. I took what was left of the bottle. It might...”
– Fight Club
Doing a project on drugs
While smoking and drinking…
I think someone is trying to tell me something.
Things to do in 2010
Move back to Tucson.
Get a job.
Look at colleges.
Get my permit/license.
Pass all my class’s (C or higher)
Start sign lanuage again.
Party/Rave
See Opie.
Lose weight.
Do art more.
Save money.
Help the family.
Start playing Bass again.
Try to stop smoking.
Evertime i think of you
I remember how we ended our friendship more than the good times we had. It’s annoying. I know it was more his fault than yours But for some reason, I feel like it could’ve been your fault too. I felt like i have to compare myself to you because he talked about you more than he did me. I still feel like i have to compare myself to you and i don’t know why. You were my best friend...
“If i had a world of my own, Everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what...”
– Alice in wonderland
Unhappy, yet still a happy panda
